So…I can’t draw that well or anything not that I have a tablet… and I don’t know how well I can rp Maiya, but I’m still pretty upset that’s an understatement my feels are dying over the last two episodes of Fate/Zero, and I want some Maiya love. I feel like I’m crazy but I really want to start a Hisau Maiya askblog or rp blog. I don’t even know if I can because of my life atm but I could definitely in the near future.
Gao…
Filed under Fate/Zero Hisau Maiya
I figured something out: when Sherlock’s on a case, he doesn’t eat; when I’m stressed out, I don’t eat. I haven’t had anything to eat but some ice cream all day and I’m not hungry at all. Also, I’m stressed as hell about my internship. I have no idea what to expect; they haven’t told me anything. On top of that, the only experience I’ve had with summer programs was absolute hell. I’m scared stiff and I can’t do anything but play violin and piano and cry. I’m a nervous wreck and I’ve been moderately hyperventilating all day.
My mom’s telling me I need to eat but I’m not hungry and I don’t want to eat. I kind of just want to burrow into the ground and stay there until Otakon.
Speaking of, my cosplay isn’t done and I think my mom’s going to help me out with that. I don’t have a wig, I don’t even have a ticket or a plane ticket.
If I make it through this with my sanity intact it’ll be a miracle.
Filed under my silly problems shut up caity
el-cadejos:
That light comes from the hope of her people upon her. It hurts to see that shine. She carries that burden on her back? She’s just a dreamer. That girl never had a proper childhood, nor she fell in love, but was cursed by her ideals and ended that way. It pains me to see it.
~Iskandar, King of Conquerors
Doesn’t that make her more beautiful? Her dreams were too much for her, they probably ended up crushing the dreamer. The tears of lament she cried at the end must have been truly sweet, no doubt.
~Gilgamesh, King of Heroes
(via knightking)
Filed under Saber Fate/Zero Arturia Pendragon Gilgamesh Iskandar